21 posts tagged “blake”
I have always used this time in my blogging to reflect on interpersonal issues, I have seldom sought guidance in the Tarot. Today is different and sadly unfulfilling. What is happening in my life has nothing to do with cooperation with outside forces or creative travelling. Perhaps I should attempt a little meditation, travel to an unconscious place. At least maybe inspiration for a poem or such, perhaps. Anyway, of to the mundane, the work, and the boring.
Who wouldn't rather be lucky than good, right? I expect no revelations or incredible insight today, but perhaps motivation to complete tasks that I have been expecting to have done for some time now. I did however stretch some boundaries today and apply to be a celebrity impersonator at some bar off of Craigslist. I've never acted, don't know how, but I think my outgoing personality will make up for my lack of experience. I expect nothing, but who knows. If something happens, I will let everyone know.
What an interesting card considering the fantastic weekend I just had. I don't have many questions after or constrictions, only to offer that I have found even deeper meanings in someone I care about. This is also a difficult card to deal with in that I simply do not worry. I used to worry, maybe, but honestly I don't even remember a time when worry was a part of my life. In the end however, I've always like the art on this piece, even if it is a sad, bound god figure.
Now this is EXACTLY what I was looking for!! It's time for me to return to who I am, what I've become and focus on where I'm going. I feel her again, my muse is awakening. I worried that I would forget, that my addiction would subside, and I would find new interests. Instead I kept my faith, allowed myself to rest, and now I am prepared to continue my journey. The tides of the journey ebb and flow, but persistance accounts for so much in my life. It's good to feel as if I am "back". Cheers!
Interesting concept. It is one thing to be one's own person. However turning others off in process is not a noble endeavour. You should not change for others, but there is no shame in comforming - norms are what they are for a reason. You are not a rebel, a unique snowflake, or the most precious grain of sand. You are however the center of your own universe and that is an important distinction, I believe. These cards allow me to keep my way and so I partake for now.
The joining of two halves? Not exactly the inspiration I was hoping for, although perhaps a joining of my creative side (which I have always viewed as femine) with my more direct, rigid nature (the masculine). I really need to get on the ball and make some weighty choices soon. I have had fun being here, blogging, and participating. Play time is over however and buckling down seems to be modus operandi lately. Sadly the world is filled with fun, interesting things I would SO much rather be doing that actual work. My goal was to enjoy the five years after my last major life change - divorce, and then figure it out after getting things "out of my system". I do not believe I can hold on that long, although time will tell.
To hear the angels sing in my ear. What an event to look forward to. My goals as of late are to ensure that the mundane ceases to creep into my life. I want to be excited, passionate, do all the things I want to do to make life worth living. It's not easy, but the days grow filled with greater emotional joy.
"Emerging impulse to personal transformation. Development of appropriate aesthetic sensibility."
Hrmmm, I do need a new wardrobe tonight and I was inspired the previous evening. Somewhat mundane but a still needed change in my life. I look forward to discovering what today holds for me.
Assistance from a benefactor, something I could use right about now. I do not rely on others, but to accept guidance from them is another thing entirely. I love connecting with people who know more than I do, in that I can learn from them. Sadly, I have one mind numbing meeting today that may interfere with my mentorship meeting later on. I think I'm motivated enough today to start accomplishing tasks I've put off for far too long.
Where the hell did this come from? I certainly do not feel like experimenting today. I was more - put to the test, so to speak. I've worked on my inner self for so long, molding it, changing it, making it what I wished it to be. Steel untested will never have its strength proven. I do not fear that I won't pass, because I already have. I have certainly come out better than when I started. Let's see if class tonight will spark my creativity!
Is it yet time to take joy in my hard work? Of this I am doubtful, but one never knows. What I am certain of is that my efforts lately have been on a much grander scale than previously experienced. I am appreciative of all who've touched me and all who I have touched. I would not trade this life for any other, as I am the best me there is. My choices are my own and I make them with eyes wide open. The engine of self discovery creates its own energy.









